TOMORROW

Tomorrow is March 7th. This date has been on my mind since I started my maternity leave in early December. It's funny how those two words can cause such a flood of emotions. Tomorrow I return to work. Tomorrow I get to be a professional again wearing suits and high heeled shoes using big people language. Tomorrow I will be reunited with colleagues and friends and patients. Tomorrow I will be challenged intellectually.

And tomorrow I will miss my kids like crazy.

Although there were definitely some long nights and long days, all in all these last 12 weeks flew by. I really tried to soak in each moment. I witnessed my sweet JP become a big brother. Over the last three months he has really grown from a baby to a little boy. I am so thankful I was home during this transition helping him in his new role.

And I still cannot believe I have a baby girl! She brings me so much joy (and anxiety!). I've tried my hardest to attend to her needs and lay the foundation for her development. AA learns something new each day. She is full of life and smiles. I will always cherish this wonderful time I've had discovering who she is and attempting to learn how she works.

When we were at the science museum the other day I saw this quote on the wall and instantly felt my eyes fill with tears:

It's totally what I've discovered on my maternity leave. My kids have taught me so many things. I'm just so blessed to have such a healthy and loving family!

I just pray that I can find that delicate balance between work and family soon!